Thursday, May 20, 2010

Today, I can't seem to stop the pain that is pulsing from my heart to every inch of my body. It isn't sickness. It is realization. And along with it, disappointment.Why am I so trapped? And restricted.Not just by my financial status or parents... My entire life from that fateful moment I was born to the development of my identity and my 'talents', they are all limitations.

They suffocate me.

I can't do what I want to do. I will never experience that luxury of following my passion and doing what I love. I will never have that opportunity to go where I want to and live my life in the way I have always dreamed of.

And every chance fades into nothingness with every year that passes and I get older. They are years I can never take back. They will never return, my youth disappears and I am still the nothing that I was before I was even conceived. My goals, still as far away from me as they were the day I thought of them.

This country is a coagulation of losers. And I am one of them.